nicholas

let there be

Fri, 30 Sep 2011 14:14:25 -0400

love.

if i had a gun

Tue, 27 Sep 2011 01:10:51 -0400

hope i didn’t speak too soon, my eyes have always followed you around the room; cause you’re the only God that I will ever need, I’m holding on and waiting for the moment for my heart to be unbroken by the sea

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Tue, 27 Sep 2011 01:08:07 -0400

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Tue, 27 Sep 2011 00:22:43 -0400

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Mon, 26 Sep 2011 23:43:25 -0400

sleepless nights.

Sun, 25 Sep 2011 00:20:57 -0400

i get too down on myself dude.

the soul is always open

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 01:47:10 -0400

soul searching never hurts. it’s refreshing, almost like a new breath of air and a new energy you can carry on your days with. but right now i’m beyond tired, and i should be studying since i didn’t before. problem is I never want to. so i’ll lay on my couch and put on some music that will soothe the soul.

love.

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 01:40:14 -0400

love.

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Thu, 22 Sep 2011 01:31:45 -0400

it's a wonderful life.

Thu, 22 Sep 2011 01:30:38 -0400

Watching this movie for my Italian American class. Second time watching it and I can’t get over it. Even had goosebumps when George tells Mary he’ll lasso the moon. But just the overall message; so simple yet it blows my mind. George always put everyone before him, and when he encounters his own trouble, the whole town comes running to help him. I can connect to this movie is so many ways. It’s what I want, to help people. And the love him and his wife share. I can cry. I’m feeling so lonely tonight and want to have a long heartfelt talk with someone. Maybe it’s the fact that I do know and don’t know what to do in my near future. But I have to start doing instead of waiting to do something productive at 1 in the morning. Being stagnant can really drive me crazy sometimes. Praying my heart out.

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Thu, 22 Sep 2011 01:20:00 -0400

weird week.

Thu, 01 Sep 2011 03:00:29 -0400

half of the day i feel good about myself, other half i feel lost and helpless. :(

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Wed, 31 Aug 2011 00:53:19 -0400

if i had a sunflower i'd call it olivia.

Thu, 25 Aug 2011 17:21:50 -0400

8/25/10.

One year to the day. Can’t believe it. It’s cloudy today just like last year, except I’m home alone. I remember this day just like yesterday, and could never forget it. Stone Harbor with your brothers, Aunt G, and Rodge. Asking him for permission to date you and him thinking we already were. Pizza and Springers. Green teeth. Blasting music with my mom. Going to the beach as it started to drizzle. Aunt Gina trying to work her iPhone and just being her. Taking this picture. I was so nervous asking you, but yet so excited. I knew it was going to be good. I still have the broken shell that I carved our initials with in the sand. I didn’t want to leave at all that day. Saying “see you soon” was so hard to do, because they never feel like they come soon enough. Jumping out of the car to kiss you one more time…

I know I told you this, but thank you for everything. I mean it. I miss you and think about you often and always in my heart. I know we’ll both be ok. I know you’re super busy already with college and so proud and happy for you. Don’t get too crazy now. :)

PS- You’ll always have the most beautiful smile to me.

PSS- Buongiorno pri… ah you know the rest! ;) <3

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Wed, 17 Aug 2011 03:02:37 -0400

it's ok to miss each other

Wed, 17 Aug 2011 02:52:10 -0400

i think one of the most important things in relationships, no matter at what stage, is that it is ok to miss one another, but not to get too caught up in it to the point where it immobilizes you. there will always be a time to miss them, and for them to miss you, whether it’s laying bed and just thinking about them or in the middle of the day where you see something that reminds you of them. but it’s important we learn to smile at that moment and not let it stop you from enjoying the rest of your day. somedays will be harder than others but it’s important to keep enjoying life. i know it’s way easier said than done, but these are just some of my thoughts. it it’s genuine, it’s real. we don’t want to see one another in pain, and that goes for any friend, and little by little it gets easier and things tend to balance themselves out: a day from now, a year from now, or even ten.

i'm glad i can still discover oasis songs

Tue, 16 Aug 2011 04:08:19 -0400

Like a one man band clapping in the pouring rain
If I know where I’m going, I don’t know from where I came
Where we gonna be in summertime?
And are we gonna see the heavens shine
Like diamonds in the sky?

oh let's go back to the start.

Tue, 16 Aug 2011 03:40:05 -0400

3 am walks. another cool august night. something’s missing. maybe i’m just scared of change. i miss everything. every day starts to fly by. every memory. maybe it’s just hitting me all at once. emotions of every kind running through me. i really do hope in time it’ll be ok.

i want..

Tue, 16 Aug 2011 03:26:10 -0400

fightthedistance:

to be able to hold hands:

to be able to cuddle:

to be able to kiss:

to be able to take silly pictures:

to be able to go places together:

to be able to match:

instead of:

feeling down. hopefully i can pick myself up. “cause all of the stars have faded away, just...

Sun, 14 Aug 2011 02:01:30 -0400

feeling down. hopefully i can pick myself up.

“cause all of the stars have faded away, just try not to worry, you’ll see them someday.”